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honestly lowkey considering taking a break from tumblr; all this bullshit going on with what happened in St. Louis is so disheartening for me. seeing people condone violence against a woman, for not even calling a transman by the wrong pronouns but stating the fact that THEY ARE BIOLOGICALLY FEMALE, and seeing her attackers bragging on twitter while people laud them for the “bravery” of attacking a drunk woman who was alone and being coddled and comforted at the loss of their jobs is just……. i don’t know. i hate that tumblr and queer theory has made me hate pride month and dread ever going to a pride parade. i hate that it’s suddenly ok to assault an intoxicated woman 3 to 1 just because she hurt your feelings a little bit. i hate that i see so many actual gay men and lesbians kissing these fucking freaks’ boots out of fear of being labeled a TERF. this shit sucks

ah pride month, the time of year where lesbian women and gay men are told they had nothing to do with their own rights and liberation, where the efforts of gay men/lesbians in the 19th century and/or in Europe are ignored, and where gay men and lesbians are being pushed away from their own pride parades by straight people with colored hair who wanna feel special

even knowing all i know and dealing with my feelings from a logical perspective, there are still times i look myself in the mirror and desperately wish i could get rid of my breasts and my wide hips and idk i hate that PCOS symptoms like acne and facial hair along with dysphoria still make me feel like i’m not enough of a woman and that i may as well just be a man.