Tag: sad shit

honestly lowkey considering taking a break from tumblr; all this bullshit going on with what happened in St. Louis is so disheartening for me. seeing people condone violence against a woman, for not even calling a transman by the wrong pronouns but stating the fact that THEY ARE BIOLOGICALLY FEMALE, and seeing her attackers bragging on twitter while people laud them for the “bravery” of attacking a drunk woman who was alone and being coddled and comforted at the loss of their jobs is just……. i don’t know. i hate that tumblr and queer theory has made me hate pride month and dread ever going to a pride parade. i hate that it’s suddenly ok to assault an intoxicated woman 3 to 1 just because she hurt your feelings a little bit. i hate that i see so many actual gay men and lesbians kissing these fucking freaks’ boots out of fear of being labeled a TERF. this shit sucks

even knowing all i know and dealing with my feelings from a logical perspective, there are still times i look myself in the mirror and desperately wish i could get rid of my breasts and my wide hips and idk i hate that PCOS symptoms like acne and facial hair along with dysphoria still make me feel like i’m not enough of a woman and that i may as well just be a man.