this is what happens when your overpowering narcissism means you’ve never listened to a woman once in your entire life and then decide you want to be one
i wish i could go to one family gathering without people talking to me about whether i want to have children and treating it as a given that i will but lol ok
so many women are lesbians and don’t know/will never know cause our media reinforces the idea that you’re supposed to fucking hate your male partner lol
compulsory heterosexuality is real, and it hurts so many young lesbians…
as a teenager and young adult, I pretty well forced myself into relationships with males. why? because I was so convinced that I was “straight.”
it took me years of questioning this social conditioning to recognize the innate internal desire that I have to be with women. years of wondering why I liked all my female friends more than my male partners. years wondering why I couldn’t find a sense of intimacy with a man.
and then finally….everything clicked into place. I was never meant to be with men. my heart was always with women, and it always will be.